What is in this world the child did ask before it entered the world
Is this life to be such a terrible task
Should I wait longer and not enter this place just now
Is it time to show this new world my wonderful face
As a new child I feel I would struggle to grow in this place
I would be conditioned in things I did not need to know
My teen years would be difficult trying to show who I really am
I would have to engage and face all my fears
In my teen years I would dream how my life should be
Yet I would not think and worry how my life would be so cold
Suffering in my mind still as this child who needs just to be me
Yet this would be the life that I have and would not know why
I know what I see now could I not just be me
It is not as I have lived now and not as I dream
Life is waiting and only giving me a short time to come right now
For me this is not my decision when I must go
So I must enter this world I do not know
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